I have lots of explaining to do. I have been a naughty, naughty girl. I need to go to church. To confession. Cleanse my soul. This is not normal behavior for me. I don't do these type of things.
If I think about all of the things that I have done this last year... I feel really unholy.
But then again, just because I am a virgin does not mean that I am saint.
I have had cheated on my boyfriend. I have made out in cars. I have made out in laundry rooms. I have taken off my shirt too many times to even count. I have rolled around in the bushes with a guy. Made out with a guy who wasn't my boyfriend in very public areas. I have been shit on, fucked over, and left out to dry. I have also been given the whole world on a platter. And then been stupid enough to refuse it.
And now this. Jesus. What the fuck happened last night? It's like straight out of a movie or something. I still can't get over it.
It's the things like this that are going to pave my way to hell.
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