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decision made, doubt ensues
12:48 a.m., November 30, 2004

I can't believe that I wasn't catch the plane that left from Lima tonight. I can't believe that I won't be going home for Christmas. I can't believe that I am staying.

At the same time, I can't figure out why I would ever want to leave. I have all that I could ever want here. I can't believe that this is even an issue. Stay. Just stay. It's as easy as that. I don't even have to pack a bag.

If that's true, then why do I feel so confused?

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